Sponsorship is such an amazing experience - I constantly hear myself telling my sponsees the things I most need to hear; things I know but have temporarily forgotten. My HP talks to me through my sponsees, and their HP talks to them through me. How clever is that? It's another one of life's miracles.
Today I spoke to a sponsee about fear. I admitted to her that fear was the thing I most need to think about at the moment, and what it meant about my relationship with my HP.
My life experience has shown me time and time again that my HP has a far more creative and amazing life-plan for me than I do. The more I let my HP manage my life, the more amazing it gets. I am happiest today than I have ever been.
So why my struggles in handing my life (and my fears) to my HP? Why do I insist that things be done my way, when I have seen over and over again that my way is not the best way?
I need to surrender to these fears I have about my partner's health and visa, to hand it all over to my HP. Sometimes surrender needs to be an action - well it does for me. I am going to write out a little note to my HP, telling him he's in charge now, listing all the things I am giving him control of and putting it in my latest 'God box' (my beautiful Jonathan Adler love jar) for safekeeping.
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