I am struggling with my fears - the struggle is so big I don't even seem to be able to give them a name. I want to hand them over to my HP, but how do I do that without naming them?HP I know you know all that is going on, but I feel like I need to hand them over to you one by one. HP I give you my fears, thoughts and feelings - even the unnamed and under-formed ones:
- I hand over my life - let me see your will for me. I know you have an amazing adventure planned for me and, if I just hold on in the rough bits and endure the boring bits, I will be ok.
- I will get what I need, and when I need it. It may not be exactly what I want or when I want it, but when I look back on my life I will see it was exactly what I needed.
- I'll survive. I am a survivor. I might not get the job I want or the life I want, but I'll survive and I'll be happy. Life with you has shown me that.
- It's ok not to have a plan for everything, as I know you'll take care of the important stuff.
- Life happens whether I am paying attention or not, and I know you are always paying attention.
- Fear can't kill me. I can feel fear and still do what I need to do to live my life.
- I am afraid my fear will distance me from people, damage my relationships and keep me stuck. Show me another way to live my life.
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