How my life is unmanageable because of the food

• I get emotional hang overs from the food
• I get mood swings from food
• I am unable to manage my emotions when I am in the food
• My life is organised around food
• I stress when shopping, I struggle to find clothes that suit my size and shape and I hate looking at myself in the mirror of dressing rooms
• Impacts my sex drive
• I abandon activities that show my body, even if they are things I love - going to the the beach, swimming, dressing up
• Time and money wasted on food
• I spend days in bed due to physical reaction from foods
• I think people are judging me because of what I look like, which sometimes allows me to avoid taking responsibility for my behaviour (ie I believe it is not what I did/or didn't say or do but what I look like)
• Unmanageability around spending money I don't have
• Unmanageability around friends - I can isolate
• Issues with my body - weight, size, back, cellulite